my moms been very supportive lately. shes helped me a lot when it involves school. like, a lot! since im trying to accomplish 2 things at once. ill be done with boston reed come february...and my med courses and pre-requisites for radiologic tech will still take awhile. but still, i can see why my mom has been the best. i mean crap! a brand new comp?! good thing her company has discount...otherwise she'd be spending about 2 g's for this. mmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnn....
i came across a little piece of paper in my drawer today...and it had something that ive written, i dont know when...but it moved me.
here it goes:
she was all i ever wanted. id never had my body react to anyone so instantly it was so natural and so easy. i pull away from her, and it hurts. the only way to stop the pain was to kiss her again. she was an addiction. i had already been on quite a downward spiral. "i am a creature in need..." its simple enough to keep going. she's afraid i dont want to know what would happenif i let her go. she sees me as deeply unpredictable. afraid that the depth of my passion carried a heavy price; that my rage is always close by and would one day swallow her whole.
~anyway. thats that! oh yeah, i showed my mom this girl in my lab class that looks so much like cameron diaz...she agrees as well! but i wasnt gonna be all gay and take a picture of her just to prove it to people! besides...i was too shy to ask. =P
i just found out about a fabulous new diet. it has two parts: first, you can only eat a baguette and can of sardines. second, you have to live in ethiopia. =P